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Transmitter

by Spiraling

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1.
Is it me or do you see connections in the making Self-destructive patterns that I can't avoid repeating But if you look into the gleaming eyes of the beholder You'll see the innocence and unawareness to the danger Tell me Is there a way that you could let me know To turn away before I let it show I just made the connection I'll do it to you every time I'm looking for your imperfections And hoping that you never find mine I'll race you to the big rejection We can watch a little world fall apart Leave it up to me And I will break this down before it even starts Tell me Is there a way that you could let me know To turn away before I let it show (Is it me or do you see connections in the making Self-destructive patterns that I can't avoid repeating) Well I just made the connection I'll do it to you every time I'm looking for your imperfections And hoping that you never find mine I'll race you to the big rejection And we can watch a little world fall apart Leave it up to me And I will break this down before it even starts I just made the connection I'll do it to you every time I'm looking for your imperfections And hoping that you never find mine I'll race you to the big rejection We can watch a little world fall apart Leave it up to me And I will break this down before it even starts I will break this down before it even starts Yes I will break this down before it even
2.
Walking up to you was just another dumb thing that I did
 just to prove It won't matter if I fail
 Even still all my pick up lines are as smooth and as fine as a bed of nails
 There can't be a chance in the world
 That she can make out the words
 And decipher what I mean I once was over you
 But now I'm back under But what about the girl on top of the piano
 Well, I'd like to believe that she's here to see me And the girl on top of the piano
 Lets me sing, lets me play 
but I can't find a way
 For the girl on top of the piano To find the real me Fast forward to the moment at hand Where you don't know who I am
 and there's nothing left to say
 I can't remember if I ever forgot To forget you in such a forgettable way
 You don't want to be remembered like that
 But as a matter of fact
 She is making your fears come true She seems to easy to please But I just can't shake you But what about the girl on top of the piano
 Well, I'd like to believe that she's here to see me And the girl on top of the piano
 Lets me sing, lets me play 
but I can't find a way
 For the girl on top of the piano To find the real me Will she ever know just who's behind the serenade I once was over you
 But you're back in my way She seems so easy to please 
But if I tell her there's another 
Will there be? 
I don't think she believes that you're just history And the girl on top of the piano 
Well she let's me sing and she let's me play But I cannot ever find a way 
For the girl on the piano
 The girl on top of the piano
 To find the real me The real me
3.
You have always been there
 Searching for the answers to the universe
 And I have always been here
 In the basement with my action figures
 But it won't be long before I learn you can't come out and play
 And it won't be long before I've got to put the toys away
 And it won't be long before I learn that time's not going to stop
 But until then I don't want to grow up You have always pondered
 All potential truths and consequences
 And I have always wandered
 Through diversions and distractions and defenses
 And I have always been there
 Waiting on the sidelines while you take the field and show us how to win
 And you have always been there
 A glowing bright reminder of all that we can be
 And it won't be long before I learn that you're not going to stay
 And it won't be long before I try to push the truth away
 And it won't be long before I try to follow you to the top
 But until then I don't want to grow up
4.
I'll get to see you once this month I'll get to spend my fifty bucks And hope that I get reinstated But for now I'm the guy who's just out of luck Your intuition serves you well And not to mention all those horror stories You've heard and now at last you see That if you get involved with me It's the way that will leave you lost So if you want to be confused And if you want to be a stranger And if you're seeking disappointment This is the road that will take you there I keep on looking in the mirror Trying to find those devil horns But I can't see. It's just too bright There's just too much light Emanating from my halo So if you want to be confused And if you want to be a stranger And if you're seeking disappointment This is the road that will take you there This is the road This is the road This is the road that will take you there So if you want to be confused And if you want to be a stranger And if you're seeking disappointment (here's the way to go) This is the road that will take you there This is the road This is the road This is the road that will take you there
5.
Transmitter 02:32
Transmitter Send us your message in every direction upon your arrival Transmitter Give me a moment to deal with the statements you've placed on the table Transmitter Wait for my signal then pause to relay the reaction I'm playing Transmitter My lips aren't moving but you can convey all the words I'm not saying Hell-bent along the fine line between running into mystery and running out of time And I can't make up my mind Transmitter I've seen the replay and all I can tell you is it's an illusion Transmitter Have you no patience for those who are drawing a hasty conclusion Transmitter I see no reason to tell you the secrets that I have been keeping Transmitter What she has told you is far from the message that I am receiving But if you hang around awhile I might just make my mind up and I'll know just what to say And I’ll send you on your way In every direction you send your transmission In every direction you send your transmission Transmitter
6.
You're drifting farther, farther out of touch
 I'm getting pulled away before my time
 I was not the one who made the choice to let you walk away
 But you said you had to leave this all behind But I'm not so sure I want you to go
 Before you push me out onto that limb
 Yes I know that lightning has appeared once in this very place
 But the chances of it striking twice are slim You'll be gone for years Chasing fireflies
 That is what you get for trying
 Trying to capture lightning twice You pull me through these stories you create
 And I'm waiting for the big charade to stop
 And hoping that you soon will realize this is a big mistake
 And graciously decide to drop me off You'll be gone for years 
If you don't roll the dice
 That is what you get for trying
 Trying to capture lightning twice
7.
Living Proof 04:22
I'm well within in my rights To squander all of my days And wander through these nights In search of places to hide Spending each day inside And watch the world run dry   I should have never let you win Since you pulled me out of my world I cannot fit back in Feels like you're pushing my lungs But look around and there is no one So gasp for air and say   Is this living proof That i'm better off alone I can't have a life Without screwing up your own Is this living proof That no one will comprehend Is this proof that I will be Alone with you again   We live on opposite poles Too far apart to ever know What our future holds And when you fill in the space Do you feel that you have found your place Or start again and say   Is this living proof That I don't care anymore I can't stay five minutes Without heading for the door Is this living proof That no one will comprehend Is this proof that I will be Alone with you again   Is this living proof That I'm better off alone I can't spend five minutes Without hanging up the phone Is this living proof That no one will comprehend Is this proof that I will be alone with you again Alone with you again
8.
Well if I can't keep my mouth shut Then I promise not to use the 'L' word And scare you away 'cause I want you to stay Well if I can't keep my mouth shut Then I promise not to use the 'L' word And scare you away 'cause I want you Well if I can't keep my mouth shut Then I promise not to use the 'L' word And scare you away 'cause I want you to stay Well if I can't keep my mouth shut I'll scare you away I can't use that 'L' word I'll scare you away Well if I can't use that 'L' word I'll scare you away
9.
There was only one message waiting when I got home
 It was the sound of my own voice
 Cursing you for leaving me alone
 We both agreed that this was moving way to fast
 And it's a recipe for disaster
 'Cause I'm not built to last Like you
 I knew, I knew, I knew you were too good to be true And while I hesitate to say that we had plans
 It was understood that the cards were in your hands
 For all I know you could be washed up on the shore
 You can show me disturbing pictures
 And I will paint you a hundred more
 You say I got a warped imagination and a twisted view
 But I don't have to write a script to a horror flick to spell it out to you To you
 I knew, I knew, I knew this was too good to be true Just a day ago I tried to make a deal with father time
 Please extend this amazing moment
 And you won't have to listen to me whine
 But all my cries and my complaints fell on deaf ears
 Because that moment passed me by and today is the day that's dragging on for years
 You sound surprised to hear that I am such a fragile man
 But you can see it in my posture
 That I have carried all the bags I can
 Not the bags under my eyes, but I have earned them too
 From all the sleep I lost from losing
 Just like I lost you Lost you
 I knew, I knew, I knew you were too good
 I knew, I knew, I knew, you were too good to be true
10.
11.
There is no way you'll catch me talking to you I've got too much blind ambition and not enough superstition But if I can make it halfway through this conversation I win But if our eyes should meet Or I hear your voice Or when I feel Your excellent body I tend to forget That you are still a threat There is no way you'll catch me looking at you I'm just minding my own business and keeping my distance But if I see your face or within range of your fragrance I'm a dead man (But it's the body that brings me back every time) But if our eyes should meet Or I hear your voice Or when I feel Your excellent body I tend to forget That you are still a threat Whoa but your excellent body Your excellent body Won't let me forget That you are still a threat Today is the first day of winter Today is the last day I fixate on your shape But if our eyes should meet Or I hear your voice Or when I feel Your excellent body I tend to forget That you are still a threat Whoa but your excellent body Your excellent body Won't let me forget Whoa but your excellent body Your excellent body Won't let me forget You are still a threat Whoa but your excellent body
12.
Open the door but watch your step Try not to trip on your regrets As you walk towards my holy grail You know how I feel about growing up So you’ll find me hovering above Where I can stay frail You might be right That I'm not that bright And you think you'll win without a fight But you are never gonna open me up And you are never gonna make me give it up No you are never gonna open me up Oh no   I live to drink and I drink to live But that's all the info that I will give About my never-ending drive What I just said is not what you think Because the cup from which I drink Is the thing that keeps me alive   But there you are Clear as day Hot as hell But even still I will say to you Get your own holy grail   But you are never gonna open me up And you are never gonna make me give it up No you are never gonna open me up Oh no   Open the door but watch your step Try not to trip on your regrets As you walk towards my open grave You might be right That I'm not that bright And you think you'll win without a fight   But you are never gonna open me up And you are never gonna make me give it up No you are never gonna make me give up   No you are never gonna open me up And you are never gonna make me give it up No you are never gonna open me up Oh no Oh no Oh no

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released July 3, 2020

Produced by Tom Brislin
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